I’m sorry that I didn’t write anything lately. I moves my whole stuff to a new server and a friend of mine was a bit too slow with moving my domain for this blog. Its a shame 
but I’m back again.
There are some news. Its a free day tomorrow, but i have to work. Lord have mercy… we have 41 systems to be installed with Windows XP… it was planned that it should be Ubuntu Linux, but one of my bosses changed it, because he feared that the customers would be unable to use it… i disagreed, but he decided and thats undiscussable to him. Sad Sad. But work is there to be done, so thats not that bad.
I realized, that taking many things easier can make life a lot easier. That might sound trivial, but it isn’t for me. I used to consider everything twice, not evaluating if it matters to me or if it are just other peoples problems. I decided not to think about everything, but just taking them as they are. I hope it will make things easier. But I will not forget the things, that concern me and my friends and I hope I will never stop to consider the important things carefully.
I talked to my cousin about reallity and dreaming. She said that drifting away in oneselfe’s thougts might be dangerous. I don’t think thats true. There are many situations we can’t take without dreaming or taking the reallity less serious. I think we should more often rely on our dreams and drift away, while thinking how it would be. But I hope that i’ll never loose the track of reallity in my life.
Apart from that it’s quiet around me. I feel a bit lonely currently and its really cold. My days are very boring, and remind me of the default phrase of one of the xsceensaver modules: “All work and no play makes Jack a dull boy”…
Its no new people, apart from the customers I meat. No new feelings, apart from the many small injuries on my hands, no new thougts, apart from the few I talked about before… and no chance in sight to change that. I can just hope that moving to Oberhausen will change that.
So … if you are a star, don’t hide… let me find you.
Your starseeker