Archive for August, 2005

Future Plans

Friday, August 26th, 2005

Hi there. After that last week I hoped, I’d have a nice weekend… but all hopes vanished today, when my collegue came and asked “could you please install that box tomorrow?”.. Well that. Its saturday tomorrow and its been a while that I had a nice weekend… hmm. This will be messy again.

The day before yesterday, the university sent me a letter and… approved me for both studie courses… I hope they don’t turn out to be study curses. Thats good news after all…

But theres not much to report among that. Beside the fact, that the lonelynes inside me gets stronger and stronger. It makes me tired. I’m more tired than i’ve ever been before in my life. Even though I can hardly sleep. Its terrible (and just nobody seems to care).

The starseeker

Music can comfort scars…

Monday, August 22nd, 2005

… yes it can. Even if that sentence seems to lack sense, it doesn’t. My work ended later than I thought today (who is surprised by that? nobody? well… oh … i’m SO surprised) and I was back at 18:00 instead of 14:00. Now I am sitting here, relaxing to “Tokyodawn Records – Prymer – In our Pockets”. Its a mix I really like, cause it has some really nice parts for dreaming, just sitting there, thinking of nothing or just blog ;) . Its surprising, how music can turn your day right. Even if something went wrong, music can just make you forget it all in a flash. I like that feeling a lot and I like my precious earplugs, that I always have with me, and therefore have that feeling with me all the time, always, if I need it.
Netmusic is another beautiful thing. There are people, who just make music, cause they like to. Some like to sing, some like to play with the synthies, some like mastering and some just like giving away hosting space ;) . Those people all together make a beautiful community, which produces a lot of music precious to me. Thanks to all the kahvi artists (here), all the thinner sound junkies (here), all the tokyodawn friends (here) and, of cause, Tang Kai of the camomille netlabel (here), who created one of the most beatiful sounds (look for release #67) i’ve ever found on the net.

Have a lot of fun, while traveling my musical dream world. Some of my stars are there :)

The Starseeker

A week without weekend

Monday, August 22nd, 2005

My fellow friends, the last two weeks were terrible. Too much work, too less time to think and absolutely no day, on which I didn’t have to work. Yesterday, it was sunday, I got many calls from a friens of the family, complaining about a toner, he bought at our shop. He asked, if I could come by. Terrible. (of course I did not come by)
Apart from all the work, yesterday, I took my time to get into short stories again. I wrote two (one is a book that will be continued, one is a single) of those and am proud of them, because I think, that they are not bad. German readers are perhaps able to enjoy reading them on my Public Short Story portal (Stories.JPN), the Ebook here, the other story here. Both happen not to be very funny.
Its time to get to work again. Even that one free day of the week, my chef took from me to set up another server for our company, because he wants to sell the “old” one (which is a Celeron D 2.66). He made me replace it with a 2x 450Mhz P2 aginst my will. The “new” one takes more than twice the power of the “old” one… but I don’t pay the bills, so nevermind.

Have a nice day and please please talk to Hyatt, cause I’ve been very busy lately. Maybe someone can tell her, that i’ll give her fresh water later on? Thank you!

The Starseeker