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Delays

Thursday, September 1st, 2005

Some things delay these days. The first thing I think of is, that my ordered LAW (I talked about it here before) isn’t going to be the system I reported. The stock of AMD X2 3800+ is dramaticly decreasing and nearly worldwide the CPU is unavailable. I am that certain, excited and straightforward about this new system, that I, today, ordered an AMD X2 4200+ instead, which costs about 100 euros more :( . Sad, but the fact, that soon, 2 64bit processor cores, each with 2200Mhz tune my audio to its best is very very… nice ;) .

The second one that is delayed, and the one that means much much more to me, is my mind. The Pixies once sung “Where is my mind?”. I wanted to ask the same question, but noone answered. The only one, who could have answered that question, my mind, seems to be out on vacation or something like that, so noones there… its a vicious circle. I seem to be unable to think of anything right now. Perhaps, too much stress, too less relaxing. I am way too hard to myself these days, I think.

Another thing that is still delayed is my timing… I tried to record a melody, that was on my mind. Because I never played any Piano, even not an electronic one, I am very unexperienced with such. Thereby the record, naturally, failed. I will work on it. (the fact, that I do not have a MIDI keyboard and thereby have to play it on the normal computer keyboard isn’t very supporting to the recording quality either)

Have a good night my friends.

The Starseeker

Keep your ears on the screen…

Wednesday, August 31st, 2005

…you might hear me whipser… yes. Stay tuned. Today, I decided to start podcasting, as soon as my interface arrives (the input for the MICs and the MIDI stuff). I will read my blog for you, perhaps sing some songs sometime, read the stories I write, all sourrounded by the sound of the music I like. If you like it, just stay tuned… I’ll keep you informed.

Nothing more to say, Hay!

The Starseeker, who is still not clear about himself

Future Plans

Friday, August 26th, 2005

Hi there. After that last week I hoped, I’d have a nice weekend… but all hopes vanished today, when my collegue came and asked “could you please install that box tomorrow?”.. Well that. Its saturday tomorrow and its been a while that I had a nice weekend… hmm. This will be messy again.

The day before yesterday, the university sent me a letter and… approved me for both studie courses… I hope they don’t turn out to be study curses. Thats good news after all…

But theres not much to report among that. Beside the fact, that the lonelynes inside me gets stronger and stronger. It makes me tired. I’m more tired than i’ve ever been before in my life. Even though I can hardly sleep. Its terrible (and just nobody seems to care).

The starseeker