Archive for the ‘Universitaetsleben’ Category

Some things change

Friday, January 20th, 2006

Hi…
perhaps you read the last entry about me being uncomfortable about university life and things tied up with that. I finally decided not to go into the second semester. This is because I recognized, that I am not really made for being a teacher which has several causes, I already told the people that need to know. Its a bit sad but I think I’ll get over it.
What should I do instead? I thought of becoming a sound engineer or a system administrator… perhaps both ;). Future will show what matches me better. If you have a job or a practical… or even better an apprenticeship training position, please let me know.

The Starseeker

Rows thin like silk

Friday, December 9th, 2005

At university many departments suffer from rrunaways… people that start studying and then suddenly disappear. We at the Department 5 (Dependability of Computersystems) where the programming lecture is held, have lost about 3/5 of the students now since about 2 months. Thomas, my collegue who had the same lecture combinations as me now also has aborted his studies, too. Farewell and good luck Thomas :-). Go for gold!

The Starseeker

Carrying women aroung, judging their reaction

Monday, October 24th, 2005

Strange title, but while I was browsing the blognotes, I took during univerity days, I saw one of my notes with that content. I remember the situation, I wrote that one down in.
Since my heart looks for someone to lean on so painfully soulful, my mnd went crazy. Since there are so many nice women at the university, my mind went even more crazy and invented some strange kind of scoring. Everytime there is someone, who smiles at me or something like that, my mind imagines me, carrying that girl on my arms, watching her face, and returns a score. Most of the time, I have to smirk about that. Sometimes it really makes sense… where is that coming from!?

Help! The Starseeker plays sokoban with his stars!

Blognotes in Models of Computer Science I (SW2.1)

Monday, October 24th, 2005

I just realized, that everything with the trains went very very well! (got my agressive undertone?) Thats really !great! and just causes me a full hour of doing NOTHING here.
Thomas is also here already, so its not THAT bad.
In front of me sits a AOL-User, nick bash0r54 or something similar with his nervecutting P4 Desktop Replacement “Notebook” of the MEDION company. I wish it would overheat and melt him away slowly. Apart from that, he behaves more like mustard54 or uncookedsausage41 and surfes dating sites… and of cause ebay. *sigh*
Nothing more to say…

The Starseeker.

Since…

Friday, October 21st, 2005

…there was not much talk the last days, I want to explain, why that was the way it was. University life kept me from doing many things I wanted to. I blogged to my notepad (a bunch of paper sheets) and I haven’t found the time yet, to write things down to this. I promise that will happen. I will also write something about the things I currently am about doing. Its not that less ;).

Greetings from the starseeker

Blognotes in “Social structures” (SW 1)

Wednesday, October 19th, 2005

SoSci Module 3.3 (Social Structures) is the next upcoming event. The room is totally overcrowded. People are standing in the hall already to be able to listen to this lecture. Its the same room as yesterday for the other SoSci lecture. The lecturer, Mr Nokielski, didn’t show up until now, so lets wait on.
The air in this room slowly gets thick as a brick. Mr Nokielski just came and told us to wait until 14:45. Thats another 30 minutes away from now. He left us here, only telling us, he had to finish an exam.
There are now about 100 people in this room .. perhaps… no for sure more. This rooms in R12R06A Are all for about 50 people. I’m very happy to have a seat at a table. Currently, it seems like 5 states, you can be in in here:

  1. Sitting at a table
  2. Sitting on a chair without a table
  3. Sitting on the ground
  4. Standing inside the room
  5. Standing outside the door

Seems like I am the proud owner of one of these 40 seats w/ table :) for FREE :).

After this, i’m going to Marl, with Eimann, for planing ELUG Linux days in the Unperfekthaus Essen.
But first… wait on.

Watching the current room situation, I, The Starseeker, promise to create a T-Shirt with the two sentences on it:
"Giving you cordial hugs for your seat / Giving away this seat for a cordial hug"
(because a comment refers to the word heartly… I corrected heartly to cordial, that seems to exist, if you ask dict.leo.org. I promise to look there even more often ;))

Blognotes in introduction of sociology (SW 1)

Wednesday, October 19th, 2005

Mr Nokielski is there at least. He is apparently not as unreliable as his comrade from yesterday, who didn’t show up at all. We are about 30 people in a classroom like chamber with a beamer and so on. I already noticed that this nokielski guy talks alot and very slow. Currently there are some problems with the beamer that doesn’t like the notebook.
Damn it. My pencil ran out of ink and i lent the spare one to Thomas, so i have to stop writing now for a moment.

Intermezzo

Tuesday, October 18th, 2005

I just was in the refectory for the first time and had a steak. It tasted somehow between awful and unforgivably bad, but minding the number of people they have to serve i might be able to forgive. In the refectory, I lost Thomas somewhere, but met Marc, someone who was in my class before graduation. Its kind of funny, that the people I am around with at the university have the same names as my old 2 bosses at $Company.
Currently, its about 13:00 and I’m sitting in front of the “Schuetzenbahn 70″-Building, writing this to you with my freshly bought pencil. Marc told me, where to get one. I’m relieved a bit, because on 14:00 my first “Programming” lecture begins. I’d have gotten mad if I hadn’t had a pencil then.
Having to wait is sometimes hard, if you don’t have something to kill time with… and its still an hour left! Please dont’t mind if I write on. But first, i’m going inside now.
After a small visit at the 00 (don’t panic, its not for auto reversing the steak!) I’m waiting on now for my first JAVA programming lecture. What a fun!

Blognotes in Models of Computer Science I (SW1.2)

Tuesday, October 18th, 2005

Well… sorry that I did’t post anything yesterday. I was too tired an dha d a terrible headace. I promise here and forever: That won’t happen anymore (please don’t take that too serious).
There was another funny episode in MoCS (short form for the name of this lecture) yesterday. The prof asked a guy who sat in the lecture with a PowerBook some questions. A selective cutout of their dialogue is served and translated for you by the gracious Starseeker (L - Lecturer, S - Student):

L: Hey, you there… yes… you with the steel-book!
S: Yes?!
L: Do you know what “to force” means?
S: Yes of cause!
L: Maybe you know about the word “proxy”, too?
S: Not exactly…
L: Then “forced proxy” doesn’t ring a bell?
S: No… not really…
L: I would enjoy you, taking part in my next lecture without browsing russian pr0n sites
S: O_O (< -- he made a face like a car, somwhere between fear, deadly embarresment and running away)
L: Its not our topic _YET_

That guy was shocked like … something.

Blognotes in Empirical social research I (SW 1)

Monday, October 17th, 2005

I am currently doing last tweaks to the shedule, enhancing it to have 2 free days. Currently, there is unly thursday as a free day.
Soon the first SoSci (Social Science) lecture will start.

(Note: the lecture never started, because the lecturer didn’t show up. It might be, that she still had exams on the shedule… we waited for about 45 Minutes in the “empty” small Audimax with about 40 people)

Blognotes in Models of Computer Science I (SW1.1)

Monday, October 17th, 2005

Models of Computer Science I is a lecture about the basic methods in Computer science. The following snippets (and many other in this cathegory) are things, I write down during the lecture. It may seem very context free, but perhaps it makes sense.

Some Blog notes beside the content notes on my notepad:

- It feels still strange to be learining again.
- Its basics, still easy, but i am aware of being lazy. Its fun. After this event, there is only one bblock Social Science of two hours left.
- I see smoking heads already, even if the prof just explains the basics of “Grammar of formal languages” in general.
- If it stays that easy, it will be a great time here.

Tired

Monday, October 10th, 2005

Well… after that first day, I am very tired. I learned too much about what I’ve still got to do and I want to sleep now.
After the theacher course introduction, I walked a bit across the campus with Sebastian, a guy I met there at the introduction event. He has Geographics and Physics as courses… hard job. These are the two, I _NEVER_ would have chosen.
The whole rest of the day, I traveled with dominik trough the local public traansport system, waiting for it to swim us ashore. We arrived in Wesel at 20:00 after visiting his grandparents.

After all it was a nice (and long) day. I was awake from 5:00am and so I just want to sleep now.

Sleep well, The Starseeker

Come on my little star,
Shine on until so far
All my friends have geathered here
Cause I want them to be near me.
Shine on them and guide them home.
Let them never be alone.